Archive for September, 2007

Friday Felicitations - Part deux - messages

Okay, I just have to send kudos to Melissa Etheridge for one of the coolest new songs out there. It is so uplifting and beautiful, and my soul feels lighter every time I hear it. You should go get it: Message to Myself

You are loved.

Friday Felicitations - Puppy love

He gets himself into plenty of trouble, but he’s still my sweetie pie.

Aw, look at that face!

Absent, but alive

You ever have one of those weeks when you just can’t seem to get your head in the game? That’s been this week for me… I have been so spacey and nothing holds my interest. It makes getting any work done seem like climbing Mount Everest.

And it’s not that there’s a shortage of work to do! Our 2-week vacation is in 5 days. I think I’m suffering from “too much to do” overload. This last weekend is getting awfully crowded with a theater show downtown (Mamma Mia), a baseball game downtown (Craig Biggio’s last game–can’t miss that!), and a podcast deadline.

And I’ve been so neglectful of my friends. It’s especially bad when this whiny post is my lame apology for not emailing you. ;)

*sigh*

Well, I guess I’ll take my numb brain and just go to bed early. There’s always a chance that tomorrow will be better. ;) :D

Earth hauntings

I’m now into the second book of the Genesis of Shannara trilogy by Terry Brooks. The reason I bring this up is that when I was reading it last night, something about it hit me. Hit me hard, like a lump of lead in my gut.

The books are set a couple of hundred years in the future of Earth. Civilization has imploded upon itself and the Earth is a dried up carcass.  Demons are winning the battle and humankind is on the verge of extinction.  All those things that you’d expect in a post-apocalyptic story. One of the story lines is about a group of kids who call themselves the Ghosts. It’s a rag-tag bunch of orphans, ages 6-20 I’m guessing, who have found safety in numbers and their notion of what family should be. And they have a litany they use by way of identifying themselves: We are Ghosts. We haunt the ruins of a world destroyed by our parents.

We haunt the ruins of a world destroyed by our parents.

That’s the lead ball that hit me last night. I’m a pretty moderate person and tend to keep a level head, but I do have my political and social quirks: I cry when I watch shows about endangered animals; I have little patience for violence and war; and I have even less patience for what I view as political agendas that tend to reap benefits for only a few while leaving the majority exposed. I watched An Inconvenient Truth and managed to fight the immediate panic it artfully induced about greenhouse gas and the evils of industry.  (Because I still believe it was a little over the top. I also have very little patience for one-sided debates.)

I believe in the cycle of life, death, and rebirth–and I believe that cycle applies equally to humans as it does to our planet. I’ve thought that humans are not the sole source of all the changes in our world, but we sure have helped those changes along. Ice ages and global warming are a natural part of the cycle, but we’ve managed to influence the timeline with our overwhelming need to control our environment.

We haunt the ruins of a world destroyed by our parents. 

Now I’m haunted. Haunted by the thought that maybe I’ve been too complacent. There are some things I will never be able to change, and there are likely some things we’ve done to this world that could never be set right. But there are things that we, as citizens of this world, CAN change. And maybe if enough of us start to care it will make a difference, however small, down the road for our great-great-great grandchildren.

Take me to your leader

Who are you, and what have you done with my Astros?!

23 hits, 18 runs. Wandy (a struggling pitcher) pitches a full 8 innings. Catcher comes in to play as 3rd baseman.

Holy crap. This game hurt, only it hurt backwards since we’re usually getting the beating. And it’s hilarious that the loudest cheers from the Cardinal fans came when the 8th and 9th innings–they’re just thinking, “Thank god that’s over.”

But woohoo for JR Towles, the uber cutie pie rookie catcher who set a club record with 8 RBIs (runs batted in for my non-baseball fan readers, you poor things). :) He’ll be remembering this game for a while. He’s been playing major league ball for, what, a week? Gets his first major league homerun.