My Friday Felicitations this week aren’t in list format, but rather in this thank-you note to an ordinary, lovely day in my life.
We’re in Rockport for the weekend to celebrate Mother’s Day and Father’s Day as a family. Right now Daddy, Nathan, and Jo are out on the pier fishing together. I love it. I love that we are a family, and I love that my birth family and my marriage family have merged so well.
I went to the pier with them for a while tonight, although my chosen sport was reading. I have this new book I’ve been eager to read: Holdfast by Kathleen Dean Moore, the keynote speaker from the SCN conference I attended in San Marcos. She’s a philosophy professor and a naturalist–a potent combination. And I have not been disappointed by the book.
And what better place to read a collection of essays about connecting with nature than sitting on the end of a pier in the Gulf of Mexico at sunset? It was fabulous.
I grew up in the desert of New Mexico, landlocked and dry, surrounded by mountains and mesas. For the last eight years I’ve lived near Houston, anchored by the pine forests that are occasionally interrupted by meadows and pastures. The Gulf Coast is a whole new experience. It’s flat. So flat I start to feel a little unanchored if I think on it too long. But as soon as I get to the beach, I revel in the wind, a constant bath of moist air. Having grown up in the desert (and possessing a deep fear of water for most of my life), I am always surprised at my immediate at-homeness when I’m near the ocean.
My element, somehow, is water. When I reach the end of the pier, I choose to face the water instead of the setting sun. It’s easy to believe myself insulated in solitude even though several fishermen are within a few feet of me. The water is slightly choppy, so all I hear is the rush of wind and lapping of small waves. Only the occasional whish of the line and clack of the reel remind me I’m among my fellow creatures.
I read Moore’s words, which remind me of my own current blissful existence on the pier:
“Life directs all its power to one end, and that is to continue to be. A marsh at nightfall is life loving itself. Nothing more. But nothing less, either, and we should not be fooled into thinking this is a small thing.” (from “The Testimony of the Marsh”)
My train of thought derails right there and my mind stills. Sitting here on the edge of this endless expanse, there is nothing better than just being in this moment.
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